Today is Mario's 9th birthday! I wasn't quite ready for the emotional day I had. Every time I wrote the date at work...I thought about him. I wondered what he was doing, what kind of cake he had, how he was celebrating, if he could feel that somebody out there loves him so much it hurts!!!! I didn't handle my emotions very well. I was slightly sleep deprived and worried when I couldn't get a hold of Sydney in London....I kind of took it out on my husband....okay...I DID take it out on my husband!!! I finally was able to talk to Syd..she was okay...a little emotional too! Then Brian brought me home a gift for Mario! I sobbed some more and prayed for strength to get me through the next few weeks. (Thanks Mom and Amy for listening). I'm sure I'll break down again. I envy all you parents who had to wait so long for your babies!!!! Your strength is admirable.
Happy Birthday my beautiful baby boy!!!!!! We love you so much!!!!
"JENNY FROM THE BLOG!!!!"
Friday, December 28, 2007
Mario's 9th Birthday!!!! My Melt-Down Day!
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Each day without your child is very hard. My first adoption I was a lunatic. No really... ask my hubby. I was a NUT job. I am so sorry you had a hard day. If it were me I would plan in my head a very special party that you will have for him when he is home. You can still celebrate with him even if it's a little late. Maybe it will help if you think about the special moment you WILL have together. Who cares if it's the actual day? He will LOVE it! I know we will be doing that with Kaiya if we miss her birthday. It is soo tough on the special days. Hugs for you friend. Angel
Happy Birthday my sweet, sweet newphew. I cannot wait to meet you and sing to you off key every birthday from here on out. You are so loved and you have a whole fan club of people praying for you and dying to welcome you into your new family. We love you precious boy! Love, Aunt Amy
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